lectures..

Not quite the nagging kind.. some times, rather amusing.. such as:

"Smoked a lot of dope, downed a lot of acid- a very charismatic man"

Roger Burrows on Sacks..

Better:

"1. you're not going to get 1st class
2. wear a condom"

Introduction by a philosophy lecturer
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Afloat

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Crossroads
Or is it branched?

Driven by the current
I seem to float
But where am I?

A sea, or a river?
Perhaps a lake
Or merely a glass bowl?

If I were a creature of water
What would I be?

I was once a swimmer
I no longer swim
I am not sinking
What is sustaining me?

I am afloat
And that is all that matters
For now..

28th September 2008

subconscious of the conscious..

if my subconscious is really that of my conscious.. then the reality, which seems to be the conscious would indeed be the subconscious, thus making it all.. irrelevant..

29th May 2009
7.30-8 pm..
walking down melrosegate

fiddle with your willy

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"Life is short, fiddle with your willy while you can"

Paperchase card
Westbourne Grove

1st May 2009

Not exactly black nor white

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In the midst of black and white, you will find grey..

1st May 2009

deduced from a floral black and white notebook..

Cucumber

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I had rojak buah today. It had cucumbers. I realised that no one knows I dont like cucumber in my subway sandwich, except you.

12th April 2009

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"mau tengok? boleh.. kasi bayar!"

I am a disabled. I have access to the disabled toilet. But just coz I am a disabled person, orang kurang upaya, it doesnt mean that I cant go out just like others. Yes I hobble about on my crutches and parade my oh so attractive speacial shoe, but really is it such a wonderful sight that people have to stare? First they look at my crutches then to my leg. I suppose they are just trying yo figure out the "disability" I have.. it makes me feel like getting a customised t-shirt with the words "yes, i broke my leg, the right one. now will you please stop staring?"

Chris was with me and he noticed the attention i was getting. To make me feel better he said you know, you should say to em "mau tengok? boleh.. kasi bayar!"..

the following day, my brother, muz said if I were you, I'd stare back at them and say "apa tengok-tengok?"..

My other brother, mems even goes to the extent of saying, "I'll use one of your crutches, you use one. then at least you wont feel so weird alone".. I thought that was quite sweet of him. We joked that we ought to choreograph a crutch dance, then we'd really get the attention.. and perhaps put an empty hat and the coins will start rolling in.. boy, we might even make a fortune!

I suppose due to lack of disabled facilities in this country, those whom are disabled dont go out often. Though I have been warned by faez that it is against the norm for the likes of me to be out much here, unlike in the uk. I have spent 2 months indoors. I will not be confined any further.

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